Ente peru Venu, eniku 19 vayasullapozhanu ee anubhavam enikundaakunnathu. Ente veedu Trivandrum. Njan degree 2nd year padikunnathinidakkanu njan adyamaayi Guruvayoor kshethrathileku yathra pokunnathu. Enne pati parayukayanenkil, arum mosham parayatha shareeram, ente kunnaku 2 inch veedhiyum 7 inch neelavumundu.
Ente ammayude chechiyanu ente valyamma Seetha. Njan valyammaye “Seethama” ennanu vilikunnathu. Seethamayum njanum kootukare poleyanu. Seethamayude husbandumayi Seethama divorce vaangi pirinju thaamasikukayaanu.
Seethama ella varshavum Guruvayoorileku yathra pokumbol ammooma koode kaanumayirunnu, athukondu vere areyum kootu vilikarilla. Pakshe kazhinja varsham ammooma marichu. Ee varsham seethamaku kootu pokan arum illathathukondanu enne koode pokan nirbandichathu.
Eniku seethamaye pandu thotte oru notam undayirunnu. Seethama enne Guruvayoor pokan nirbhandichappol eniku aa avasaram muthaledukanam ennu thonni. Angane njan seethamayum ayulla yaathrakayi kaathirunnu.
Angane aa divasam neenda kaathirippinu shesham vannethi. Ente seethamaye varnichal, enne kaal kooduthal pokkamundu. Vadivotha shareeram. 40 vayasu. Thudakku shareerathekaal valippamundu. Arum amarthaan kothikunna 36D size brayil othungatha mulakal. Arum pidikan kothikunna nithambam. Velutha shareeram.
Eniku seethamayude thudakalaanu kooduthal ishtam. Shareerathinu inangatha thudakal. Aa thudakal kanumbol thanne kambi aakum. Aa mulakalum nithambavum, ho onnu pidichu amarthaan arum kothikkum. Seethamayude koode nadakumbol ella alukaludeyum kannu seethamayude kazhuthinu thazhe aayirikkum.
Angane aa divasam vannethi. Rathri 11:30 ayirunnu bus. Tourist full AC busil aayirunnu yathra.
Njanum seethamayum businullilek kayari. Njangalude seat number nokiyappol last back seatanu njagalku kitiyathu.
Njagal bag ellam othuki vechu. Seethama window seatilum njan ithammayude aduthu irunnu. Angane Trivandrathil ninnum bus yathra aarambichu. Nalla mazha. AC bus aayirunnathinal nalla thanuppayirunnu. Daahichirunnathinal Seethama oru kuppi vellam muzhuvanaayum kudichu theerthu.
Kurach dooram odi kazhinju bus oru petrol pump inu munnil nirthi. Busile kili yaathrakarodu paranju arkenkilum toiletil pokanamenkil ippo pokaam bus odi thudangiyal pinne toiletil pokan nirthilla ennu.
Angane bus veendum odi thudangi. Rathri aayathinal businullile light off cheythu. Ente seethama tight green churidharum, oru red leggingsum ayirunnu dharichirunath.
Seethamayude thudakalude valipam karanam leggings orupad tight aayirunu. Seethamayude aduthu irikumbol thanne eniku kambi aayirunnu. Ente kunnayude valippam karanam ente kaikal vechu njan kunna amarthi pidichu othukki vechu. Ippol thanne seethama kandu pedikanda!
Seethama seatil chaari urangi thudangiyirunnu. Seethama churidhar dharikumbol shawl idarilla. Tight churidhar aayathukondu aa valya mulakalku veendum valippam koodum. Seethama urangi kidakumbol njan seethamayude mulakal noki ente kunnayil thadavikondirunnu.
Bus kurach dooram odi kazhinju njangalude thottadutha seatile yathrakar ellam irangi. Pinneyum kure dooram odi pinneyum kurach yathrakar irangi. Ipo back sideil njanum seethamayum maathram.
Businte front sideil mathrame yathrakar ullu. Avar ellarum Guruvayoorilekk aanennu eniku manasilaayi. Businte back sidil nalla iruttu, chuttum arum illa, njanum ente seethamayum maathram. Eniku aavesham koodi. Ente kunna kooduthal vellam veruthan thudangi.
Seethama urangunna thakkam noki seethamayude mulakale onnu pidichalo ennu alojich njan ente kaikal seethamayude mulayude adutheku kondu chennu. Seethamayude shwasathil pongi thaanu kalikunna mulakal.
Ente kaikal seethamayude mulakalude aduthu ethiyappol seethama njetti ezhenettu. Njan kaikal maati. Seethamaku entho cheriyoru preshanam pole. Njan entha karyam ennu chodichapol seethama onnum illa ennu ennodu paranju.
Seethamayude mukhathu oru vishamam pole kanapettu. Njan ethra chodichituum onnumilla enna utharamaanu eniku kittiyathu.
Oru 10 minutes kazhinjappol seethama kannukal adachu cheriya swarathil, “haaaa sssssss haaaa” ennu shabdam undakikondirunnu. Ithu ketapol ente kunnaku veendum katti koodi. Angane oru 5 minutolam seethama shabdam undakikondu ennod paranju.
Seethama – “Venu mone, seethamaku moothram ozhikanam, ottum pidichu nilkan patunilla.”
Njan – “Njan driverod vandi nirthan parayatte.”
Seethama – “Vandi nirthiyalum oru marayillathe njan engane ozhikkum?”
Njan – “Njan enthayalum driverod nirthan parayaam.”
Seethama – “Athu venda njan pidich irunolam.”
Njan – “Road arikathulla kaadinullil poyi ozhichude? Njan koode veram.”
Seethama – “Athu venda, eniku pediya.”
Njan – “Ini ipo enthu cheyyum?”
Seethama – “Venu eniku ottum pidich nilkan patunilla da, ente kannu nirayunnu..”
Njan – “Ini oru vazhi maathrave ente manasil ullu.”
Seethama – “Ath entha?”
Njan – “Athu parayam pakshe seethama enne vazhaku parayaruth.”
Seethama – “Illa mone, onnu vegam para.”
Njan – “Seethamaye eniku orupad ishtamaanu, seethama ingane kashtapedunnathu kaanan eniku ottum patunilla, seethamaku vendi njan enthum cheyyum.”
Seethama – “Mon entha paranju verunnathu, enthanelum pettanu para.”
Njan – “Njan ini cheyyan pokunna karyangalku seethama venda, pattilla, ennu parayaruth. Njan parayunnath pole cheythukollanam.”
Seethama – “Njan venda ennu parayilla, pettannu cheyyanullathu cheyyada mone, seethamaku ottum patunilla.”
Njan seethamayude seatinte thazhe seethamayude munpil seethamaye nokki irunnu. Seethamayude poorum ente mukavum thammil kurach dhooram baaki. Enittu seethamayodu cheruthayit onnu ezhunelkan paranju.
Seethama ezhunettappol seethanayude leggings pidichu thazhthi. Seethama njetti leggingsil pidichu. Ennod dheshyapettu. Njan paranju seethama vaaku thannathalle venda ennu parayilla ennu. Ithu ketappol seetham leggingsil ninnum kai mojipichu.
Njan leggings thazhi kalpadathinte aduthu vare oori. Enittu seethamayude pantiesum oori kaalinte aduthu kondu vechu. Ipo ente mukham seethamayude valya thudakalkidayil.
Njan seethamayude valya randu thudakalilum ente randu kaikal vechu seethamayude pooru kaanum vidham vidarthi, akathi vechu. Seethamayude pooril ninnum moothram thulli thulliyayi veezhunundu.
Seethama arelum varunundo ennu nokunundu. Ithe samayam njan seethamayude vayaril chutti varinju pidichu ente vaa thurannu ithaamayude pooril ente chundukal thattichapol seethama, “Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa mone” ennu sheelkara shabdam purapeduvichu.
Moothram purath veezhathirikan njan nallavanam seethamayude pooril ente chundu lock cheythu. Ottum pidichu nilkan pattathe seethaama,
“Haaaaaaaaaaa hoooooooo venuuu mone enik iniyum pidichu nilkan patilla mone.. Haaaa.. njan ozhikuvaaaaaaaa haaaaaaa” ennu mooli ente vayinullilek moothram ozhichu.
Moothram ozhikumbol seethamayude kai ente thalayude purakil pidichu poorileku ente mukham cherthu pidichu. Orupad moothram undayirunnu. Njan vizhungum neram seethama veendum ene vaayilek moothram nirachukondirunnu.
Njan ente kannukal adachu aarthiyode muzhuvanum kodichirakki. Ekadesham 2 litre adhikam moothram enkilum njan koodichu. Avasanathe thulli moothravum njan kothiyode vizhungi kazhinju njan seethamaye noki. Ee samayam seethamayum ente kannil nokiyirunnu. Seethamakku manasilayi enik seethamayodulla kothi.
Njan veendum seethamayude thudakal kooduthal akathi. Njan seethamayude pooru nunayaan thudangi. Seethama kannukal adachu mukham mukalilek uyarthi,
“Haaaaaaaaaa hoooooooooo moooneeeee haaaaaaaaa venuuuuu haaaaaa pathukeee haaaaaaaa ssssssssssssshaaaaaaaaaaaaa haaaaa hooooooo” ennu mooli.
Raathri aayathukondu busile yaathrakar urakam aanenu manasilaakiya seethama veendum uchathil moooli,
“Venuu moooone mooone haaaaaaaaa haaa haaa haaaaa haaaaaaaaa ssssssssss mmmmmm haaaaaaa mmmmmm haaaaa haaaaaa mmmmmm mmm mmm sssssssss ente krishnaaaaa haaaaa haaaaaa hooooo hmmmmm hmmmmm shivaneee haaaaa haaaaaa moneee haaa haaaaaaaa venu venu venu haaa venu venuu venu haaaaaaa..”
Seethamayude pooril ninnum vella niramulla katti koodiya dravakam ozhuki. Njan aa vellam kothiyode nakkiyeduthu vizhungi. Njan nakkumthorum poorilninnu vella dravakam vannukondirunnu. Njan varunna draavakam nakkiyeduthu vizhungi.
Kure neram kazhinju dravakathinte alavu koodi. Njan veendum aarthiyode nunanju nakki kudichu. Seethama sukam kondu pulayunnu. Seethama sukam kondu seethamayude valya thudakal vidarthukayum onnikukayum cheythukondirunnu.
Neram velukum vare njan seethamayude pooru nakki valichu nunanju vellam kudichu. Njan pooru nunanju valichu kudikunna shabdam businte back side fullum niranju.
Seethaamayude poorile vella dravakam moolam eniku vayar niranju. Neram veluthappol seethama mathi ennu ennod paranju. Seethamayude poorile avasana dravakam njan nakiyeduthu vizhungiyittu ezhuneltu ente seatil irunnu. Seethama pantiesum leggingsum pidichu ittu.
Njan seethamayude mulakale noki irunnu. Seethaama ennodu paranju monu ingane oru agraham undenkil ennod parayande mone seethama saadhichu therille. Monu ini enthoke venam enu seethama enod chodichu. Njan onnum alojikathe paranju eniku seethamaye venam. Seethama oru punjiriyode paranju, “Ini muthal njan ninakullathaanu. Roomileku onnu ethiyittu baaki seethama avide vechu tharam. Ipo ente venu mon onnu adakki pidikk.”
Eniku ente kaamam adakaan patiyilla. Njan seethamayude valya mulakale noki irikunnathu kanda seethama. Venu mone vishamikanda seethamade mulayil mathiyavolam pidicho guruvayoor ethan iniyum dooram undallo. Arelum kandalo seethame ennu njan paranjappol, ath sarilla kanunenkil kanattu ennu seethama mooli.
Njan aa mulakalil nokikondu paranju venda seethama ee valya mulakal njan roomil ethiyittu anubhavicholam. Ipo njan seethamayude thudakal onnu pidichote. Seethama sammatham mooli.
Njan aarthiyode ente valathe kai seethamayude idathe thudayil vechu. Seethama “haaaaaaaaa” ennu mooli.
Njan ente viralukal thudayiloode odichu. Seethama “moooooooonee haaaaaaaa” mooli.
Njan pinne aa thudakale irukki pidichu amarthiyappol seethama urakke “mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” ennu mooliyappol . Frontsidil irunna passengers thirinju back sidilek noki. Njan athonnum mind cheyyathe ithaamayude thudakale thadavikondirunnu.
Seethaama cheru shabdathil “mmmmmm haaaaaa haaaaa venuuuu kuttaaaa haaa muthaeeee hmmm sssss hmmmm ssssssss pathiyaeee moneee venuu haaaa haaaaa ithremm haaa sukhammm haaaaa ente jeevithathil haaaaaa eniku kitiyitillaaa haaaa hooo krishnaaaaaaaaa haaaa” ennu sheelkara shabdam undaki.
Seethamayude sheelkara shabdathil samayam kadannu poyathu arinjilla. Angane bus njangal irangenda stop ethi. Njangal bag oke pack cheythu busilninnum purath irangi. Oru autoyil kayari guruvayoor kshethrathinaduthulla oru 4-star hotelil room eduthu.
3rd flooril ayirunnu njangalude room. Room ethunnathuvare ente kannukal seethamayude kundiyil ayirunnu. Angane room ethi door thurannu akathu kayari room lock cheythu. Ipo roominillul njanum seethamayum maathram.
Njan seethamaye noki ninnukondu thanne seethamaye cheyyuvan pokunnathu onnu manasil kandu. Ente lingam ithuvare ayitum thazhnitillla. Seethama bag ellam sidil othukki vechu bedil kidannu. Beddil kidakumbol seethamayude mulakal himalayan parvathangale pole pongi nilkunnu.
Njan seethamayude aduthu chennu chernu beddil kidannu. Enittu seethamaye kannukalil noki. Seethamayude kannukalil njan kandathu varshangalolam kootilittirunna pravine mojipikumbol kittuna santhosham.
Njan ente seethamayude dehathu innu cheyyan pokunna karyangale orthu seethama manasil chirikukayaanu. Seethama ente kaikalil pidichukondu paranju.
“Venu mone eniku orupad santhoshamaayi. Ente ee jeevithathil njan ithreyum adhikam sukham anubhavichatilla. Ente barthaavu polum eniku ithreyum sukhavum samadaanavum thanitilla.
Ini ente jeevithathil eniku santhosham maathrave undakulu. Enne manasineyum shareeratheyum thripthipeduthan guruvayoorappan thannatha ninne, ente venu mone jeevithakalam muzhuvanum enne thripthupeduthane mone. Mon poi ready aaku namukku ambalathil poi thozhuthit vegam veraam.”
Njan oru cheru punjiriyode seethamayodu chodichu seethamaku ithreyum thalparyam undayirunno sex inod?
Seethama paranju,
“Athe mone, ente barthaavu enne vittu poyittu varshangalaayi. Varshangalolam ente dheham arenkilum anubhavikan njan kaaathirikukayum, prarthikukayum cheythu. Ipo daivam ente prarthana ketu.
Seethamaku vere purushanu dheham kodukaamayirunnu pakshe parijayamulla arenkilum kittande. Ippo eniku venu mon undallo eniku thripthiyaayi. Ini ente dheham ente venu mon ullatha. Vegam ready aaku. Njan poi kulikatte.”
Seethama kulikan poi. Njanum orungan thudangi.
Baaki part 2 il.
To be continued.