Nishidha Sangama Tharavaadu – 4

Njan thirinju nokiyappol ummumma thala thazhthi melle roominte ullilek kayari. Njan tv off cheythu ummummayude roomileku nadannu. Roominte ullil kanda kaazhchayil ente kunna kambiyaayi onnu virachu. Ummumma nagnayaayi beddil kidakunnu.

Ithrekkum praayam kuranja ummumma ee duniyaavilu eniku maatrame kanullu.

Ummummayude valya mulakalum mula njettum kandu ente hridayamidippu koodi. Ummummayude chemappu niramulla mula njettukal kandu ente vaayil vellam oori. Blousil ninnum brazieril ninnum mochanam labhicha mulakal ummummayude shwaasathinanusarichu thulumbukayum, mukalilekum thazhekkum chalikukayum cheythu.

Ente naatile atom charakk ente munbil nagnayaayi kidakkunath orthu eniku kaamam moothu. Ummummayude amoolyamaaya shareerathinte bhangi njan mathimarannu aaswadichu.

Ummummayum njanum parasparam kannilek noki. Ummummayude kannukal thilangi, kavilukal thuduthu.

Njan ummummayude purath amarnu kidannapol ummumma kannukal adachu. Ente kanmunbil ummummayude chakka mulakalum valya mula njettum.

Njan chundukal akathi valathu mula njettu ente vaayinullilek previshipichappol ummummayude shareeramaake romaanjamkondu niranju. Vaayinullil irikunna mula njettil njan naavu kondu melle karakki ilakkumthorum ummumma thala pokki “ilssss ilssssssss ilssssssssssssss” ennu pathiye mooli.

Ottum vaikipikathe njan aa mula njettu urinji nunanayaan thudangi. Oro thavinayum mulanjettu urinjiyedukkumbol ummumma “ilsssss haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa” ennu melle mooli. Njan shakthiyode aa mulanjettu urinji valichu kudichu ummummaku swargam kaanichu koduthu.

Ummummayude mulayude swaadharinja njan aa mulanjettil kadichu chavakkumbol ummumma vedhanayum sughavum kondu kaalukal beddil urassi, “aaaaahhh padachoneeee aaaaaahhhhhh” ennu urakke mooli.

Ethra vedhanichittum ummumma ennod ethirthonnum paranjilla. Vedhana anubhavichu ummumma kidannu sheelkarangalundakki. Sugham kondu ummummayude kannukal niranju.

Ummumma: Aaaaaaahhh faizuuu..Haaaaa mone hooooo.. haaaa ente monee.. faizuuuuuuu haaaaaaa ooooooooohhhh.. ente Allaahh Allaaaaahh Allaaaaaaaaahhuuuu.

Sugham kondu ummumma randu kaalukalum beddil shakthamaayi urassikondirunnu. Njan valathum idathum mula njettu maari-maari nunanju. Sugham kondu pulayunna ummummaye kandu eniku manasilaayi ummumma swargam kaanunundennu.

Pettannu ummumma potti karayaan thudangi. Mula njettine ente vaayilninnum purathekeduthittum ummumma karachil nirthiyilla.

Mula nunanja vedhana kondaanu ummumma karanjathennaanu njan karuthiyath pakshe karanam athaayirunilla. Ummummayod njan chothichu.

Njan: Entha ummumma karayunne? Ummummaku vedhanikunnenkil njan ini ummummayude mula nunayunilla.

Ummumma: Athonnum alla mone.

Njan: Pinne enthina karayunne?

Ummumma: Santhosham konda ummumma karanjathu. Ummumma sugham anubhavichit orupadu varshamaayi. Ellathinum karanam ninte uppuppayaanu.

Njan: Uppuppayo? uppuppa enthu cheythu?

Ummumma: Ninnil ninnum aa rahasyam njan marachuvekendathaanu. Pakshe nammude randu perudeyum ee snehabandham kondu njan monodu parayaam. Pakshe mon arodum parayaruthu.

Njan: Njan arodum parayilla ummumma.

Ummumma: Mon arodum parayillennu eniku vaaku tharanam. Karanam ithil ninte ummayudeyum, Thaslimayudeyum jeevitham adangiyitundu.

Njan: Ummumma dairyayit paranjo njan arodum parayilla. Ee rahasyam ennil badramaayirikkum.

Ente ummayude ithayaanu Thasleema. Ummumma uppuppaye ikka ennanu vilikunnathu.

Angane ummumma ennod aa katha vivarichu.

Ummumma: Kure varshangalku munbu athayathu Thasniyum Thasleemayum collegil padikunna kaalam. Njangalude nikkah muthalke ikkakku ennodum ente shareerathodum alpam polum aakarshanam thoniyirunilla.

Ikka enod snehathode samsaarikarilla. Ikka ente kude kidakkaarupolumilla. Ikkakku Thasniyodum Thasleemayodumayirunu sneham. Athippo ella veetilum uppakku makkalodu aanallo kooduthal sneham. Athonnum njan kaaryamaakiyilla. Vishamamundaayitum manasilothukki njan jeevichu.

Anganeyirikke oru divasam raathri 12 manikku oru shabdam ketu njan njetti unarnu. Sookshichu ketappol athu ninte umma Thasniyude shabdamaayirunnu.

Ente roominte door thurannappol Thasniyude shabdam ente kaathil muzhangi, “Haaaa vedhanikunnu uppaaahh aaaaaaaaah melle kayatu uppaah ente uppaaaaah eniku novunnu uppaaahh aaaaaaaahhh melleeee uppaaaahhh haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..”

Aa shabdam pinthudarnnu njan chennathu ninte ummayude roomilekaanu.

Chaari kidanna doorinte idayiloode njan kanda kazhchayil ente shareeram maravichu. Ente makal Thasni avalude swantham uppayumaayi laingika vezhchayil erpedunnu.

Thasniye nilathu kamizhthi kidathiyitt ikka purath amarnnu kidannu pannunnu. Ente bharthavu njangalude swantham makalumaayi laingika vezhchayil erpedunnath kandu ente kannil ninnum kannuneer ozhuki. Enikku enthu cheyyanamennu ariyilla. Njan oru prathima pole avide ninnu.

Thasniye pannumbol ikka avalod “mole, pathiye shabdamundaaku, ninte umma unarum” ennu thudarchayayi paranjukondirunnu.

Thasniyude cheriya pootil ikkayude veedhiyulla kunna thulachu kayarumthorum ninte umma vedhanakondu karanju. Eniku onnum cheyyan kazhinjilla ente makale pannunnathu kandu nilkenda avasthayayi. Njan ente vaa pothipidichu shabdamundaakathe karayaan thudangi.

Ente makalum ikkayum parasparam santhoshathil erpedumbol njan ivide ninnu dhukkikunnu. Oru 10 minute neram Thasniye nirthathe panniya ikka avalude ullilek kunna kayatti vechu shuklam churathi nirachu.

Ente pootinullilekum vaayilekum maatram ozhikendiyirunna ente ikkayude shuklam njangalude makalude garbhapaathrathileku ikka ozhichu nirakkunnu.

Swantham makalude grabhapaathram nirayunnathu kandunilkendivarunna avastha asahaneeyamaanu. Kannukaladachu santhoshapoorvam uppayude shuklam ullil sweekaricha Thasni,

“Hoooooo uppaaaah mathiiii ente ullu niranju uppaaaaahhh.. mathiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hoooooo novunnu aaaaaaaaaahhh..” ennu karanjathode ikka kunna purathekeduthu.

Kunna purathekeduthathum pootinullile shuklam purathekozhuki.

“Uppakku ente vaayinullilek ozhikkaamayirunille, eniku kudikaanulla amoolyamaya thairaanu paazhaayi poyathu” ennu paranjittu vishamathode nilathuveena shuklam Thasni thudach vrithiyaaki. Thasniyude sambhashanam ketu enikorupad vishamavum roshavum thoni.

Thasnikku vastram aniyaan ikka sahayichu. Vastram dharichu kazhinja Thasniye ikka nirbandapoorvam oru tablet kazipichu. Garbham dharikathirikanulla tablet aayirunnu athu.

Ikka thirike ikkayude roomileku pokan orungiyappol Thasni ikkayude chundil kiss adichitt ikkaye noki “I love you uppa, I love you, ente nikkah kazhinjalum ente shareeram uppakkulathaanu” ennu paranju.

Njan udanne ente roomileku thirike poi. Annu rathri njan urangiyilla. Thasleemayod ee karyam parayano ennulla samshayathilaayirunnu njan. Thasleema preshnam valuthaakkumennu karuthi avalod parayaan njan madichu.

Pinne kurach divasangalku eniku urakkamillaayirunnu. Ellam ariyaanjittum onnum ariyatha pole ente makkaludeyum ikkayudeyum munbil njan abhinayichu ninnu.

Angane ella raathriyum Thasniyude sheelkaram njan ketu. Ente makal sughikunna shabdam njan nirakannukalode ketu kidannu.

Thasniyude sheelkaram kelkunna raathriyil eniku urangaan saadhichirunilla. Angane thudarchayaayi sheelkarangal keta njan randu divasam shabdam kelkathaayi. Aa raathrikalil njan sughamayi urangi.

Moonu divasam sughamayi urangiya njan naalaam divasam raathri veendum sheelkarangal ketu thudangi. Sheelkarathinte swarathinu oru maatamundayirunnu.

Njan room thurannu veendum kaathukoorpichu kettapol athu ente makal Thasleemayude shabdamaanennu eniku manasilayi. Njan thakarnnu. Ilayya makale panniyathu poranju ente mootha makaleyum avarude uppa pannunnu.

Njan Thasleemayude roomilekku melle nadannu neengave ente kaathil thasleemayude “Ummaah ummaaah aaaaaaahhhh aaaahh aaaaahhh.. uppaah.. eniku neerunnu uppaaah pathiyee cheyy uppaaaahh,, pathiyeeeee aaaaaaaahhh,, neerunnu uppaaah haaa haaa haaaaaaaa ummaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh” ennula moolalukal uyarnu.

Njan roominte arikathu vannu chaari kidanna doorinte idayiloode nokiyathode njan veendum niraashayilaayi.

Ente makal Thasleemaye ikka avalude padana meshayude purathu kunichu nirthi pannikondirikunnu. Avalude iduppil pidichitt shakthiyode adichu panniya ikka “Hooooooo ente Thasleeme enthu tightaaaa mole ninte pooru.. ente kunnaye njerukki pizhiyunnu haaaaaaaaaaaaaa” ennu paranju.

Ithu kanumbol njan manasil marichu kazhinjirunnu. Ente randu makkaleyum avarude swantham uppa panunnath kaanunna umma njan maathramaayirikkum. Ennekondu onnum cheyyan kazhiyunillallo ennorthu njan ennethanne shapichu.

Oru 15 minute neram thasleemaye panniya uppa “Mole, uppaku veraraayi, uppa molde ullilek ozhikua mole” ennu paranju.

Ithu keta Thasleema “Venda uppaa, ulillek ozhikanda.. please venda.. njan athu kudicholaam” ennu paranju theerunnathinu munpu avalude garbhapaathrathinu ullilek ikka shuklam niraykaan thudangiyirunnu.

Avalude ullilek nirayunna shuklam aval santhoshathode “mmmmm mmmmm mmmmm” ennu mooli sweekarichukonduninnu.

Pakuthi shuklam pootinullilekum baaki pakuthi Thasleemayude valya chanthiyude purathum cheeti ozhicha ikka aa chanthiyil randu vettam adichu. Thasleema sheenichu meshayude purathu kuninju nilkumbol ullilulla shuklam purathekozhuki. Thasleemaye kondum ikka tablet kazhipichu.

Thirich roomilek pogunnathinu munbu ikka Thasleemayod “Molude nikkahinu sheshavum molu shareeram uppayku anubhavikaan therille?” ennu chodichu.

Thasleema ikkayude mughathu nokathe “Illa uppa, nikkahinu shesham ente shareeram muzhuvanum ente bharthaavinu mathramullatha, venamenkil njan vaayil eduthu maathram tharaam” ennu paranju.

Thasleemayude marupadi ketu ikkaku vishamamaayi.

Ikka purathek varunnathinumunbu njan ente roomileku thirike poyi. Athinu sheshamulla ella rathrikalilum ente makkalude sheelkarangal njan ketu. Oru rathri Thasleemayude shabdamaanenkil adutha rathri Thasniyude shabdamaayirikkum.

Oru raathri randu perudeyum shabdam onnichu keta njan ikkayude roomileku chennu pathivupole doorinte idayiloode noki.

Bedil kidakunna ikkayude kalinte idakku kidannu Thasniyum Thasleemayum kunna nunanju nakkunnu. Thasni kunnayude vagathil nakkumbol Thasleema vagathinte thazhe nunanju.

Thasleema kunayil chumbanam padarumbol Thasni andagosham urinji nunanju. Ikka sugham moothu sheelkarangalundaaki kidannu.

Vaayilittu oombiyedukathe avar randu perum kunnayil nakkiyum chumbanam nalkiyum ikkakku sugham koduthu. Sugham moothu ikkayude shareeram virachu.

Uppayku veraaraayi ennu manasilaakiya avar shuklam aaru kudikkumennu paranju tharkichu. Avasanam ikka Thasleemakku aa avasaram nalkiyathode Thasleema ikkayude kunna vaayilekittu oombiyeduthu nunayaan thudangi.

Randu nimisham neram oombivalichathode Thasleemayude vaayinullilek ikka shuklam churathi. Swantham makalude vaayinullil avalude uppa shuklam cheeti ozhikunnu.

Vaayil shuklam veezhum thorum Thasleema kannukaladachu swaadharinju athu vizhungi.

Kunnayil ninnum purathuvanna muzhuvan shuklavum Thasleema kudichirakkiyathode Thasnikku kushumbu thoni. Avasana thulli shuklam Thasleema nakkiyeduthu vizhingi kunna vaayil ninnu purathek eduthappol thanne Thasni kunnayeduthu avalude vaayilekittu oombi edukkan thudangi.

Ikkayude shuklam kudikaan Thasnikku athrekkum kothiyaayirunnu. Thasni kannukaladachu ikkayude kunna oombi valichu. Vaayil edukkunnathil enne polum tholpichu kalanju ente makal Thasni.

Ottum sheenikathe aval avalude uppayude kunna oombi valichu nunanju. Ikkayaakatte sugham moothu pidanju kondirunnu.

Oru 10 minute neram nirthaathe oombivalicha Thasniyude vaayinu ullilek ikka shuklam cheeti. Thasni santhoshathode aa shuklam ruchichu kudichirakki.

Veendum kunnaye vaayilittu oomban thudangiya Thasniye ikka thadanjitt paranju,

“Mole mathi, innu ithippo 8 mathe pravishyama neeyum ninte ithayum ente shuklam kudikunne. Ini enikku vayya, uppa sheenichu, njan onnu kidakatte”.

Thasniyum Thasleemayum roominte purathu verunnathinu munbu njanente roomileku thirichu.

Ente makkalum bharthaavumaayulla nishidha sangamam kanda divasam muthalku ente manasamadhaanam nastapettu.

Thasni nikkahhu kazhichu ninte ummayayi kazhinjittum orupad thavana aval ninte uppuppakku kidannu koduthittundu. Ninte aniyan Fazal, ikkayil ninte ummakundaaya kunjaanennu vare enikku samshayamundu. Thasleemayude nikkahinu shesham aval inganonnum cheythatillennaanu ente vishwasam.

Varshangalaayi manasil adakki vechirikunna rahasyamaanu njan ninnodu paranjathu. Oru ghattathilum faizu arodum ee rahsyam velipedutharuth. Enikkum ninakkum idayil maathram ee rahsyam nilkanam keto?

Angane ummumma katha paranju theernathode njan ummummayude kaiyil pidichu sathyam cheythu koduthu.

Ummumma mukalilek nokki kidakumbol Ummummayude kannil ninnum kannuneer ozhuki. Ummummakku athrekkum sankadam undennu enikku manasilayi. Njan ummummayude sankadam maatan theerumanichu. Ummummayude chundil ente chundu cherthu njan ummummaye kiss adichu.

Oru 5 minute neram kiss adichathode ummummayude sankadam aprathyakshamayi. Kiss cheythittu njan chundukal bedhipichapol ummumma ente thalayil pidichu veendum ummummayude chundodu cherthu kiss adichu nunanju. Angane njangalude chumbanam 20 minutolam neendu.

Kiss cheythu kazhinju njan ummummaye nokki “Vaayil edukunna sugham enikum ariyanam ennundu ummumma” ennu paranjathode ummumma ente arakettinte aduthu vannu nikkar thazheku neeki.

Ente valya kunnayil pidich ummumma vaayinu ullilekitt oombi valichu nunayan thudangi.

Oombi nunayumbol thanne ummayude naavu ente kunnayude vagathil karakki urassiyathode njan “Hoooo ente ummummaaaa” ennu urakke mooli pidanju.

Angane ente jeevithathil aadyamayi vaayileduppinte sugham njan arinju.

Ummumma eniku swargam kanichu thannu. Sugham kondula ente moolalukal room aake niranju.

Eniku kittiya sughathinu njan 5 minute neramkondu ummummayude vaayinullilek shuklam cheeti.

Vaayinu ullilek shuklam veenu nirayunundennupolum prakadipikkathe ummumma kudichu vizhungi kondirunnu. Vaayilek veena suklam muzhuvanum kudichirakkiya ummumma, ennod “Orupad undayirunalloda Faizu” ennu paranju ente arikathu vannu charinju kidannu.

Eniku orupad sheenam thinonniyurunnu. Ummumma ente mudiyil thazhukumbol njan ummummayude monjulla mugham noki kidannu.

Ummummayude soundaryam aaswadichu njan nidrayilekku azhnu pokave njan keta vaakukal ithaayirunnu “Padachonaanu ninne ente cherumakanaakiyathu, I love you Faizu”.

Ravile oru 5:30 aayapoyekkum eniku unarcha vannu. Kannu thuranappol ente arikathu enne kettipich kidakunna ummummaye kandu eniku kambi aayi.

Purath mazha peyyunundayirunu. Pettanu ente manasil oru aashayam udhichu. Njan ummummaye vilich unarthi. Ummumma kannukal thurannu.

Njan: Ummumma, enikk ummummaye ee nimisham pranayikkanam.

Ummumma: Athinentha Faizu, ummumma ninakku maatramullathalle. Ummummayude ullilek veran faizu anuvaadham chothikenda karyamilla.

Njan: Eniku ummummaye nammude parambil kidathi pranayikkanam.

Ummumma: Parambilo? Avide entha prethyekatha?

Njan: Enikku ummummaye prakruthiyude anugrahathode pranayikanam. Prakruthiyude anugrahamaaya mazhayaayil kulichu enikku ummummayku sneham nalkanam.

Ummumma: Arenkilum kandalo?

Njan: Arum kaanilla. Kaarmegham ullathukondu neram pularaan vaikum. Vettam veezhunnathinu munbu namukku theerkaam.

Ummumma: Ellaam Faizunte ishtam pole.

Njanum ummummayum roomil ninnirangi purakilathe vaathilinte aduthethi. Vaathil thurakkunnathinu munbu nagnayayi nilkunna ummummaye njan adimudi nokki.

Vaathil thurannapol purathu nalla mazhayum kooriruttum. Purathirangiya njangal mazhayil nananju. Enikkum ummummakum kulirnenkilum njan ummummayude kai pidichu parambinte nadubhaagatheku nadannu.

Parambinte madhya bhaagathu ethiya njan ummummaye nilathulla pochayil kidathi.

Mazhayathu ninnu viraykunna ennod ummumma thudakal akathi vechit “Vaaaa mone, ummumma ninaku choodu theraam” ennu paranju.

Akathi vechirikunna thudakalude idayil njan irunnit aa pootilek ente kunna thallikayattiyathode ummumma “padachonaeeeeeeeeee” ennu vilichu kannukal adachu.

Ullilek kayariyathum njan ummummayude purathu amarnu kidannu vegatha kurach panni thudangi.

Ummumma sugham kondu enne irukki kettipidikumbol ente mugham ummummmayude kazhuthinidayil amarnu. Enikku kittiya sughathil njan vegatha kooti pannan thudangi.

Sugham mootha ummumma, “Haaa haaa haaa faizuuuuuuu…haaaaaaaa monee aaaaa aaaaaaaaah mellee.. allaaaaahhh aaaaaaa allaaaaahh.. haaaaaaaaa padachonaeeeeeeee” ennu thudarcha aayi mooli.

Ente vegatha koodumthorum ummummayude sheelkarathinte shabdavum uyarnu. Angane prakruthiye saakshiyaaki njan ente ummummaye mazhayil nananju panni.

Oru 15 minute neram kazhinjappol mazha ninnu kaarmeghangal aprathyakshamayi. Kaar meghangal poyathode neram pularnnu.

Samayam pokumthorum vettam veenu thudangi. Ummumma onnum ariyathe kannukal adachu sugham anubhavichu kidannu. Enthum varatte ennu karuthi njan ummummaye shakthamaayi kayatti panni. Ummummayude moolalukal parambinu chutum prathidhwanichu.

Vettam veezhumthorum parambinu chutumulla veedukal ente kannil thelinju. Njan vegatha kooti panniyathode ummummayude shabdavum uyarnu. Ummummayude sheelkarangal ketit aavanam parambinte thottaduthulla veetile ayalvaasi veedinu purathu vannu. Parambinte naduvil sex il erpedunna njangale ayaal kandu.

Angane oro veetile ayalvaasiyum ummummayude uchathilulla moolalukal ketu purathu veran thudangi.

Parambinu chuttumulla ella ayalvaasikaludeyum kannukalku njangalude pranayam oru imbamayi maari. Chilar phone eduthu video edukaan thudangiyathode njan ummummayod karyam ariyichu.

Ummumma kannu thurannu ente kannukalileku noki paranju,

“Kaanunnavar kaanatte Faizu, nammude ee amoolyamaya pranaya nimisham duniyaavu muzhuvan kandalum eniku santhoshameyullu. Nammude ee pranayathe aarkum thakarkaan patilla” ennu paranju veendum kannadachu kidannu.

Ummummayude vaakukal eniku prajodanameki.

Njan ummummaye panni thudarnu. Sugham mootha ummumma randu bhaagathekum thalarthiyittirunna kaalukal ente shareerathinu chuttum ketti pidich irukkiyittu.

Enitt ennod paranju, “Mone Faizuuu, ummummayilek ninte sneham ozhikkadaaaa” ennu neeti mooli.

Sugham paruthi kavinjathode njan ente ummummayilek ente shuklam niraykaan thudangi.

Angane parambinu chuttumulla ellaa ayalvaasikalum kaanke njan ummummayude pootinullilek shuklam cheeti ozhichu.

Oro thavinayum garbhappathrathil shuklam veezhumbol ummumma, “Mmmmm Faizzuuuuu, I love youuuu mmmmmm niraykku mone mmmm niraykku hoooooooo” ennu thudarchayaayi mooli.

Lokam kaanke njan ummummayilek ente sneham ozhichu. Ente kunna Ummummakullil vechukondu thanne njan ummummaye kiss adichu.

Oru 5 minute neram kiss adichit njangal randum kithachu kidannu.

Ente kithappu maariyappol njan ummummayude kannukalilek nokki. “I love you ummumma” ennu parayunna samayam ente kunnayile avasana thulliyum ummummayude garbhapathrathileku pathichu.

Shubham.