Amma Makanu Nalkiya Santhwanam – Part 2

Avan ente kazhuthil melle chumbikaanum nunayaanum thudangi njan, “Haaaaaaaa monee hmmmmmm hooooooooo” ennu mooli. Njan sugham anubhavikumbol aa thakkathil avanente adipaavada azhichittu! Njan veendum avante munpil red brazierum red pantiesumaayi ninnu.

Avan ente kaikalkidayiloode enne ketti pidichu. Melle avante kaikal thazheku konduvannu ente chanthiyil vechu shakthiyode njekki amarthi udachu. Njan nishabdhamaayi ninnu sugham anubhavichu.

Shivan ente chanthi pidichudakumbol avante mukham ente mulavettinidayil amarnu. Avan ente mulavettinidayil naavu kayatti nakki ilakkikonduthanne ente chanthi udachu kondirunnu. Sheelkaram ethra niyanthrikan shremichitum eniku pattathe njan, “Hooooooooo moneeeeeeee yesssssssssss” ennu neeti mooli.

Sugham moothapol ente kaikal Shivante thalayude purakil vechitt njan ente mulayude idayilek avante mukham shakthiyode thalli kayatti pidichuvechu.

Ente manasu parayunnathalla ente shareeravum kaikalum cheyythathu.

Oru 15 minutolam ente chanthikale avan pidich aaswadichu. Athinu shesham ente vayarinte randu bhaagathum pidichitt avante naavu ente pokkilinullilek kayattivechu nakki ilakaan thudangi. Njan aa nimisham onnu virachukondu avante thalamudiyil irukki pidichu.

Avan ente pokkilinullil naavu kayatti ilalumbol enthanillatha sugham enikku kitti. Njan sugham kondu, “Moneeee shivaaaaaa ilsssssss haaaaaa ilsssssss moneeeeee daaaaaaaaa” ennu mooli, thudarchayayi sheelkaramundaaki.

Ente pokkil nunayunna sughathinidayil avan ente panties thazheku valichooriyathu njan arinjilla. Ente pokkililinu kittiya sughathil njan purakilek nadannu beddil irunnu.

Beddil irunnapol shivan ente munbil muttinmel ninnu ente pokkil veendum nunayaan thudangi. Sugham mootha njan purakilek chaaynju beddilek veenu kidannu ennitum avante nunayal nirthiyilla. Pokkilinu chuttum nakkiyittu, pokkilinullilek naavu kayatti ilakki, chundukondu nunanju valicha avante thalamudiyil njan pidichu. Ithrayum sugham ente Ashoketan polum eniku thannitilla.

Pokkilil nunanju kayinju avante shredha ente veedhiyulla thudakalilekaayi. Ente randu valya thudakalum avante randu kaikondu pokkipidichitt ente thudakalkidayil nakki kadichu nunanju. Njan kannukal adachu kidannu sugham anubhavichu.

Ente yoniyilninnum vellam ozhukithudangi. Thudakal nunanjukondu ente yoni naalangalil avan adyamaayi chumbichapol ente shareeram onnu virachu.

Thudakale pranayichukazhinja shivan ente thudakal randum akathivechu. Ente yoniyude bhangi kurach neram aaswadichathinushesham athilninnu ozhukiyirangunna vellam muzhuvan nakkiyeduthittu ente yoni nakki urinjiyeduth nunayaan thudangi.

Sugham moothu njan dheham pokki, “Aaaaaaaahhhhh ente moneeee haaaaaaaaaaa oooooohhh yesssss yessss angane thanne mone haaaa hoooooo yessss aaaaaaaahh” ennu urakke vilichu sheelkaramundaaki.

Parvathimol appurathe muriyil undennupolum chinthikathe njan urakke sheelkarangalundaaki.

Sugham anubhavikumbolum ente mansil “Ente krishna, njan entha ee cheyyane, ente makanu njanente yoni nunayaan kodukunnu. Krishnaa enodu porukkane..” ennu prarthichu.

Ente yonikku chuttum avan nakkiyittu ente yoni naalangalilek naaku kadathi ilakki nunanju. Ente jeevithathil njan ithreyum sugham anubhavichitilla. Orupad neram ente yoniye naavukondu pranayicha shivan avante nikkarum jettiyum thazhekoori.

Avante lingam kandu njan onnu njetti. Enthu valya lingam. Ashoketanekaalum randiratti valippam. Ekadesham randara inch veedhiyum 7 inch neelavum kaanum. Lingathinte valippavum veedhiyum kandu njan viyarkaan thudangi.

Ente shwaaasathinte vegatha koodi. Avante valya lingam ente yoniyude aduthekukondu vannu.

Njan ente manasil, “Venda Shivaaa, njan ninte ammaya mone, ente yoni ninte achanu maatramullatha mone, venda mone venda please” ennu chinthichenkilum ente shareeram avanu vazhangikondirunnu.

Avante lingam ente yoniyude adutheku konduverumbol njan ente thudakal avanuvendi akathi vechukoduthu. Ente manasu ethirthenkilum ente shareeram avanu vazhangikoduthu.

Shivan avante muzhutha lingam ente yoni naalangalil muttichu. Enthum veratte ennu manasil karuthi kannukaladachu ente makanuvendi njan kidannu koduthu.

Avan ente vayarinte randu vashathum pidichit ente yonikullilek avante muzhuvan kunnayum thallikayatti. Njan urakke “ilssssss aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh” ennu mooli.

Veedhiyulla kunna aadyamaayi kayariyappol ente yoni vidarnu vedhanichenkilum athilupari enik orupad sugham kitti. Aduthundaayirunna thalayinayil njan irukki pidichu vechitt ente makan eniku theruvan pokunna sughavum vedhanayum anubhavikaan njan thayaaraayi.

Shivan melle lingam purathek valichitt veendum akatheku melle thalli kayatti. Veendum purathek eduthitt akatheku melle kayatti. Oro samayavum ente ullik kayarumbol avante lingam ente garbhapaatrathil idichirunnu. Athu eniku kooduthal sugham nalki.

Ente makante valya lingam ente yoni vidarthi, ullilek thulachukayari, ente garbhapaathrathil muttumbol njan swargam kandu. Shivan enne vegatha kooti panni thudangi. Sugham mootha njan kannukaladachu urakke sheelkarangalundaaki.

Njan: Haaaaaaaaaa ente moneee aaaaaaahhhhh haaaaaaa haaaaa.. melle daaaaa moneeeee shivaaaa.. aaaahhh yessss monee oooohhh yessssssss.. aaaaaaaahhhhh ente monee pathiyeee daaaaaaaa.. Shivaaaaa ninte ammakku sugham thaaaaaaaa moneee aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..

Ente sheelkarangal adutha muriyil kidakunna parvathymol kelkumennupolum bhayakkathe njan aa sughathil muzhuki. Ente makan, ente swantham makan, avan ulbhavicha garbhapaathrathil avante lingam kayatti pannunnu.

Sugham moothu njan kaalukal mukalilek pokki. Shivan ente vayarilninnum randu thudakalileku pidichu panni thudarnu. Oru 10 minute neram avan enne nirthathe panni. Sugham ottum sahikaan pattathe njan pidanjukondu beddilum thalayinayilum irukki pidichu.

Ente thudakalilninnum avante kai ente mulayude purathek vannu njekki pizhinju. Mula udakkunathinte sughavum yoniyil lingam kayarunna sughavum kondu ente jeevithathil kittiya etavum valya sugham njan arinju.

Njan anubhavichukondirikunna sughathinidayil shivan ente ullilek ozhikumo ennu polum njan chinthichilla. Vere oru karyavum orkathe njan ente sughathil muzhuki kidannu.

Ottum sheenikathe pannikondirunna shivan pettanu ente yonikullilek lingam kayattivechitt “hoooooooo ente ammaaaaaaaaaahhhhh” ennu urakke nilavilichu ente yonikullilek shuklam ozhichu nirakkaan thudangi.

Ente garbhapaatrathil veenu nirayunna choodu shuklam njan arinju. Ente makante choodu shuklam ente garbhapaathrathil nirayumbol eniku enthanillatha sughavum samaadhaanavum kitti. Shuklam muzhuvanum enteyullil nikshebichukondu thanne avan ente purathu sheenichu kidannu.

Avasana thulli shuklavum enteyullil nikshebichitt avante lingam melle churungithudangi. Churungiyittum ente yoniyilninnum avan lingam purathekeduthilla. Lingam ente yonikullil vechukonduthanne ente purathu avan sheenichu kidannu kithachu.

Njanum shivanum vallaandu kithachu. Njan avante mudiyil thazhukikondirikumbol avan ente valathu mulayil thala vechitt idathu mulayil melle amarthikondirunnu.

Njan kannukal adachu chinthayileku aazhnu “ethra valya thetta njan ente Ashokettanodu cheythathu, deivam ennod orikkalum porukilla, bhaagyaveshaal periods aakuvaan kurach divasangal maatrameyullu allenkil njan ente swantham makante kunjine garbham dharikendivannene” ennu alojichukidannu.

Pettannu ente yoni vidarnuvannu, shivante lingam veendum enteyullilirunnu kambiyakunnenu enikk manasilaayi. Njan avante lingathil pidichit yoniyilninnum purathek valicheduthu. Ente yonikullil niranjuninna shuklam purathek ozhuki. Njan udane bathroomilek chennu shuklam kazhukikalanju.

Enit njan pantiesum, adipaavadayum, nightiyum dharichu parvathymol unarno ennu nokan room door thurakaan poyappol shivan enne purakilninnu vilichu. Njan thirinju noki.

Shivan: Ammaku ennod pinakamaano?

Njan: Illa mone.

Shivan: Ennal kurach neram kude eniku amma vazhangi tharanam.

Njan: Mon entha ee parayunne. Ithreyum neram ammayude shareeram nee anubhavichille. Ini entha ammayilninnum ninakku vendathu?

Shivan: Ente kunnaye amma onnu pranayikkanam.

Njan: Mone njan ninte ammayaada. Achanu maatramulla ente shareeram ninak njan samarpichille. Iniyonnum ennod mon chothikaruth.

Shivan: amma please. Ithukude amma eniku cheythu thannaal pinne orikkalum ammayod njan chothikilla. Please amma please.

Kurach neram alojichitt njan sammathichu. Njan avante aduth chernirinittu avante valya lingathil pidichu thazhukaan thudangi. Enthu valya lingama eniku chutti pidikan patunilla athrekkum veedhiyulla lingam. Avante lingathilpidichu njan mukalilekum thazhekkum thazhuki.

Kurach neram thazhukiya ennod avante munbil muttinmel nilkan ennod avan aavishyapettu. Beddil irikunna shivante munbil nilathu muttinmel ninna njan veendum avante lingam pidichu thazhukaan thudangi.

Avante kaalinte idayilirunnu njan avante lingathe thazhuki sugham koduthu. Thazhukumbol avan ennod “amma ente kunna ammayude vaayilitt pranayikk amma please please” ennu paranju ennod kenji. Njan manasilla manasode sammathichu.

Njan thala thazthi ente chundu avante lingathinte adutheku melle kondu chennu vaaya thurannu. Pettanu avan ente thalayude purakil kai vechu thazhekku thalliyappol ente vaayilek avante valya lingam idichu kayari.

Veendum shakthiyode ente thala pidich thaazhthiyappol ente vaayinullilek lingam muzhuvanaayum kayari. Lingathinu veedhiyullathukondu ente vaaya nallonam vidarnu. Shwasikaan lesham thadasapettu. Shivante lingathinu oru prethyeka swaadhaayirunnu. Njan aa swadhu melle aaswadichu.

Ottum vaikipikkathe njan kannukal adachu ente makante lingam vaayilittu nunayaan thudangi.

Ente vaayinullil irikunna avante lingathinu chuttum njan naavittu karakki ilakki urassi. Vaayiledukunnathil eniku parijayamundaayirunnu karanam Ashoketanu njan eppozhum vaayileduthu kodukaarundaayirunnu. Pakshe Ashoketanekalum veedhiyum neelavum kooduthalaayirunnu shivante kunnakku. Njan nallavannam avante lingam vaayilittu nunanju.

Sugham keriya shivam urakke sheelkaramundaaki. Naavukondu karakki ilakki nunanja shesham njan avante lingam oombi valichu thudangi. Avante kunnayil pidichitt ente chundukondu njan oombi valicheduthu.

Ente chundu lingathil urasunna shabdam ente kaathil ketu. Njan kodutha sughathil Shivan urakke nilavilich sheelkaramundaaki. Avante shareeram virachu. Sugham mootha shivan ente thalayude purakil pidichu ente vaayinullik lingam thalli kayattivechu “ammaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh” ennu vilichukondu shuklam cheeti ozhichu niraykaan thudangi.

Swantham ammayude vaayinullil avalude makan shuklam niraykunnu. Avante lingathinullilninnu vanna shuklathinte alavu kooduthalullathukondu ente vaayil pidichu vekkan pattathe njan vizhungithudangi. Njan swadharinju ente makante shuklam kudichirakki.

Njan kudichirakki vizhungumthorum ente vaayileku avan shuklam nirachukondirunnu. Ente vaayilek nirayunna shuklam njan veendum-veendum thudarchayaayi kudich vizhungi. Hooooo entha swaadhaanu avante shuklathinu.

Ente daaham theerkaan ente makante shuklam eniku kudikendivannu. Ashoketanteyum shuklam kudikkunnathayirunnu eniku ettavum ishtam. Avasana thulli shuklavum kunnayilninnu urinjiyeduthu swaadharinju njan vizhungi. Njan vizhungunna kanda shivan onnu ambarannu ennod chothichu.

Shivan: Amma enthina ente shuklam vizhungiyathu.

Njan: Oru sheelathinte purath cheythupoyatha.

Shivan: Enthu sheelam?

Njan: Achante shuklam njan vizhungara pathivu athupole njan monteyum vizhungiyatha.

Shivan: Innu nadanna sambavangale orthu ini bhaaviyil ennod amma deshyapedukayo pinangukayo cheyyaruth amma.

Njan: Illa njan pinangilla pakshe mon ammaku oru satyam cheythu tharanam.

Shivan: Enthu satyam ?

Njan: Mon ini orikkalum ammayude shareeram chothikilla ennu satyam cheyythu tharanam.

Shivan: Satyam amma. Njan ini orikkalum ammayodu inganeyonnum perumarilla satyam.

Njan room thurannu parvathiymolude roomil poi aval urangiyo ennu nokiyit thirich vannu njanum avanum kidannurangi. Nidrayilek aazhumbol ente manasil orupad santhosham thoni.

Angane maasangal kadannu poi. Shivan mon enikku thanna vaaku thettichu. Njangal randu perum pala thavana shaareerika bandhathil erpettu. Njan bhayapetta pole thanne sambavichu. Njan ippol 3 maasam garbhiniyaanu. Njan prasavicha swantham makante kunjine njan vayattil chumakunnu.

Adutha maasam Ashoketan naatileku thirichethum. Ashoketanod enthu parayumennu enikariyilla. Oru makan avante swantham ammaye garbhiniyaakiyenna karyam ashokettan arinjal adhehathinte hridayam thakarum.

Parvathymolku njangalude bandhathil chila samshayangalokeyundu. Parvathymol ente vayarinu varunna maatangal shredhichuthudangi. Divasam kazhiyumthorum ente bhayam koodi vannu. Krishnan vazhikaatitherum enna vishwasathil njan ippozhum jeevichu pokunnu.

Shubham.